So I went in to give my notice to the senior librarian and the director. They wouldn't let me. They are giving me a six month leave of absence (extendable to a year.) Just to see how things progress. Someone will be hired on a temporary basis to fill in my spot, but my job is still mine when (if) I'm ready.
Maybe some answers will come down in that time. Boy, I hope so.
Money will be tight, but you know... It's nice to feel loved.:)